Sasha Sloan - Thoughts 歌詞翻譯

是不是病了



Thoughts
想法
Sometimes, I just can't control my thoughts
有時候, 我就是沒辦法控制我腦子裡的想法
No medication's ever made them stop
沒有任何藥能幫我阻止它們
All I think about is everything I'm not
我所想的全是那些我做不了的
Instead of everything I got
而不是那些我做到的

'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first
因為我很怕他們全都在笑我, 所以我都會先開自己玩笑
If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt
如果我剛好戳中痛點, 那我就不會再次受傷
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
我對天發誓我很努力試了, 但我就是不知道怎麼做
How to be a good friend to me
不知道怎麼做我自己的好朋友

'Cause sometimes I just feel like I'm a freak
因為有時我就是會覺得自己就像個怪胎
When I wake up, I just don't like what I see
早上醒來時, 我就是會討厭眼前的一切
All the way from my head right down to my feet
所有的一切, 從頭到腳的一切
I wish that I thought differently
真希望哪天我會不再這麼想

But I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first
但我很怕他們全都在笑我, 所以我都會先開自己玩笑
If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt
如果我剛好戳中痛點, 那我就不會再次受傷
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
我對天發誓我很努力試了, 但我就是不知道怎麼做
How to be a good friend to me
不知道怎麼做我自己的好朋友

Change
改變
Wonder if I'll ever really change, mmm
不知道自己是不是真的有做出任何改變

'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first
因為我很怕他們全都在笑我, 所以我都會先開自己玩笑
If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt
如果我剛好打中痛點, 那我就不會再次受傷
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
我對天發誓我很努力試了, 但我就是不知道怎麼做
How to be a good friend to
不知道怎麼做我自己的好朋友
The voice inside my head that's telling me I'm okay
我腦子裡的聲音不斷告訴我我其實很okay
Entertain it for a second, then I push it away
那些聲音會讓我因此開心一陣子, 但不久之後又會被我拋之腦後
Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be
我對天發誓我很努力試了, 但我就是不知道怎麼做
How to be a good friend to me
不知道怎麼做我自己的好朋友

Thoughts
想法
Sometimes, I just can't control my thoughts
有時候, 我就是沒辦法控制我腦子裡的想法